It’s the 2nd day of the year and unfortunately (or fortunately) to some, it’s time to get back to work.
I’m one of the fortunate ones who need not have the dreading feeling of going back to work on a Monday on the 2nd day of the year.
My 2nd day of January is silent. I have so much to say but words just can’t get out of my mouth. I have nothing to tweet or write about. I have tons of thoughts in my head but it seems like I’ve been put on mute!
But if truth be told, this is really how I like my 2012 to be.
Discreet. Silent. Still.
Whenever something is up, I keep silent.
I’m easy to figure out. I am a person who loves to talk and when I keep quiet, I go inside my cave and hibernate. For days. Or weeks. I just hide and lay still.
That goes the same for my relationships. When I’m upset, I shut up. When something’s up, I keep matters to myself first. Which I think is rather common to us ladies.
So lately I have been hibernating.
I just am growing exhausted, y’know? From all that is happening in my life. For goodness’ sake, I AM 26 YEARS OLD! I have no concrete plans for my future, thank you very much. There are just so many things in my mind right now; so many stuff I wanna do.. and yet, I do not know what to do with my life anymore.
But no, I am not hopeless.
Because every time I lay silent, I let God do the talking.
Because every time I am confused, I let God lead me.
This world is just crazzzzzy, and my only (blessed) assurance is that I have a huge God who will take care of everything.
SUCH BLESSED ASSURANCE.
Yep. Am climbing my mountain one step at a time, as silent and still as I may ever be.