It all started with a prayer. There I was- doing so well at work, very happy, very in love with my boss (Hi boss Chi!) and my workmates. I was being trained and mentored for something huge and I knew I was at the top of my game.
And then it just hit me: is this really where I want to be for the rest of my life? I have had a lot of jobs before: jobs that I love, jobs that I wanted to get out of the moment I stepped in the office, jobs that are so-so, jobs that pay well. This is the longest that I have ever been in a company (yes, 3 years is the longest for me!!!) and this is the BEST job I’ve had so far. I am learning, I am happy; I was great at what I was doing. But I was comfortable. Needless to say, I was at my comfort zone.
So I talked to God one evening. I asked the big G, “Lord, is this where you really want me to be? Is this where I really want to be?”. I asked because if this is where He really wants me to be, then by all means, I will do this! Like get promoted, work my as* off to the highest promotion I could get. And then I said, “but you know the desires of my heart. I would be happy if you make me stay here. But if you think I deserve to be somewhere else, create an opportunity for me.”
Days after my prayer, my bff working in China sent me a message. She said there’s an opening at this university in China – with the same job that she has. She’s been a clinical instructor for the longest time. She said she’s hesitant to ask me but she still asked anyway. It is a good job, a job that’s beyond my comfort zone. It’s a job that I wanted (uh-huh!!) and a job that’s related to my degree.
Yep. That fast. ALL I HAD TO DO WAS ASK!!!
So the school and I exchanged papers, had everything settled. In a matter of months, I received the documents and went to China. The hubs and I talked about it and he was very supportive. He does not want me to resent not going, and they are going to follow after I have settled. 🙂
The past month went by quickly. I’ve been here for a month now. I am blessed. I love my job. People are nice here!! I miss my family and I admit to crying at night and in the morning because I want to be with them but the thought of being with them SOON gives me comfort.
The other day I watched Evan Almighty again because I wanted a feel good movie and I remember God and Evan’s wife talking:
“Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?”
Uh-huh. All I had to do was ask. 🙂
Here are a couple of photos from my Ni Hao experience. I shall definitely add some more.